Dopamine Understocked

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See, that’s what the app is perfect for.

Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

Read this Jetwave when you forget your place in the world.

You’re different now yeah you fucked up hard and did things you’ll regret till the end of your time and can’t fix it as much as you want to but as much as it is an arsehole move you gotta not let this ruin you wave you gotta rember that was a different you that was a drug fuelled unmedicated selfish cunt you’ve spent the last two and a half years becoming someone else and you are the best version of yourself now you’re generally happy now no longer needing small hits to get through the day you can function without freaking out and just getting angry for no reason. as shit as it is you need to bare that burden and use it a fuel to be that better person , you cant change the past  , we move on from this chapter now only one and a half years and we will have this degree and we can move awy from this town and start  fresh in a city because you’ve been lucky to be able to carry on with life where others haven’t or have struggled hard.So use that blessing because you are really fucking lucky to have it so dont waste it cunt. Were on the last home stretch now budy : The truth is you can’t save everyone and especially the people who need saving from the shit you did to them it really will be better for them for you to leave them alone wave - Onwards and Upwards Jetwave

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Real messages I’ve received of my friend due to dieing in a kids game called toontown

“Honestly could die rn just wasted an hour in the easiest field office with a bunch of noobs who have never done one before and they let me die right at end fuck me”

“Honestly people like that are so thick can’t understand basic instructions they are legit a waste of oxygen”

And his reply to when I said maybe they just didn’t like you

“No, they just didn’t know what they were doing lol they were constantly asking and I was telling them but it blew my mind, so they can understand basic instructions🤣😭”

Mhm mhm very cool very cool😂

So I’ve had like a two week break from my meds just because I was in a pretty shitty place and it was just making my hyper focus on being sad lol

So this is like one of the first times in about 4yrs I’ve had such a break so today I took them again and it’s kinda crazy how time fucking fly’s on them again don’t know if that’s the meds or the fact I’m able to hyper focus so times seems to be going quick

But yeah idk

Bassicly J rember to take breaks from your meds and touch grass reach out to friends because yeah putting everything into work is great and money is awesome and all but let’s be real when we are on that death bed(let’s be real we don’t have the best health so prolly not as far away as you would like it to be) it’s going to be family and friends you think about and you don’t wanna be their wishing you did more and spent less time working.

Again don’t just stop but don’t get greedy once we have enough to be comfortable just retire and just go traveling or start a family or do something that death bed J would be happy with

And if we find love. great don’t ruin it this time , treasure it , become the best godam partnership in the world but also if we don’t no need to fret because you have experienced love before maybe not to the the fullest their I’m sure people have much deeper bonds formed , even the person you loved before has a deeper bond with someone else now but you had something real before you felt that and it was real.

“tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all”

Unmedicated days are werid like I’m fucking useless and do fuck all but I’m happy because I’m obvious to what’s going

But medicated days are like great I can do this this and this but fuck me I’m constantly unhappy because my brain is like do more more more be more productive I know you been coding for 72hrs straight and havent slept but fucking who needs sleep as I slowly fall in to another episode of psychosis

Lol